emptiness...

Haven't been blogging...there isn't much happening these days...but just had a bad day...just wanna emo. >.< hmm...23rd August...i don't like this day. Qiao left Singapore for UK. This morning i messaged her to wish her a safe trip. When she replied...though it was very short cause she was probably going up the plane...but i still felt really sad. She has been a close friend to me these years. Someone i feel comfortable with. I don't have many friends whom i feel so comfortable with. Probably cause we are similar in some ways, like our mentality and stuff...our tastes. hahaha but she's an important friend in my life ba. Though she's just going for exchange prog and would be back...i still feel very emo. i nearly cried on the train when i got her message. Can't imagine the fact that i have to wait until next year to see her again. >.<

I remember the times i had such feeling was when maygin left singapore and when mingte left for UK. Was sending maygin off that time and i had diarrhoea at the airport...i nearly missed the part of sending her off. but luckily i tried to stay on...I think that time i was crying like mad after she left. Then another time when mingte was leaving. Don;'t rmb i called him or he called me. I tried to control my tears on the bus but it still flowed. Think i would cry when quan is leaving. >.< It would be real bad when mar ho is leaving. I will cry lyk shit...imagine a childhood friend of 11 years leaving me. Gosh...i will cry man......>.<

haiz....qiao i hope you are enjoying your life now. Really looking forward to see you again =)