work

hahah nothing to blog much since i have been working..i guess i can mostly just blog about work. Yeah...managed to endure through the 4 days without susan. Guess it trains me to be independent cos i'm the only one left in my department. Qiao is coming to my company to work tomorrow. Prepared her mentally for what she should expect cause i dun tink my company is a large company or organisation like MOE so...might be below expectations. But i guess we are all working for the money. Good pay so juz work for money i guess...i tink anywhere, the work for admin is the same routine...type here and there...boring stuff. Quan will be coming over when we need people so yeah...small gathering for the s72 gurls huh. Hope they can tahan the job. Guess anita is adapting well and i am glad...cos i brought her in...dun want to bring her in to suffer. Glad she's also working for the money and though we are bored with the work sometimes, we have each other, some companion. was listening to the radio at work, and the DJ talked about being single. And she gave some reasons why we should stay single and why isit good to stay single: 1) more freedom, 2) no one to fight with you for the remote (which i think is lame), 3) can hang out with friends more often. ahahah these din realli cheer me up seriously. Looking how sweet couples are, haiz...just feel lonely. But i guess the best thing about being single is...i can hang out with my friends frequently. The downside is...what if my friends are getting attached and i am the only one left...i guess that will be a disaster...carn ask them out anytime...

As i age, my desire to get married becomes stronger...and hahah liking for kids. I remember when i was young, i din want to get married. I thought that was the scariest thing on earth...MARRIAGE. living with another man....bearing his baby...gosh...nightmare. and kids were equivalent to monsters to me. but now...as i grow up...probably that's the nature of woman to develop a liking for kids...i actually wanna be a childcare teacher. haha. having baby is no longer a nightmare to me anymore...haha. i tink it's a blessing to have a child with the one i love. I have this desire to have a boy..who looks like his dad. Told my friends about the desire and they tot i was sick. WHY DO YOU WANT YOUR SON TO BE LIKE YOUR HUSBAND! but...i thought that's very nice because my husband ...to me...would be the nicest guy..and i would want to have a son just like him...(ok...probably not the bad habits) dunno...probably this sick desire would fade when i face reality. XD think my sudden thoughts of marriage just arise from the fact that my cuz is getting married in July..and i have no idea why he and his wife is so BO CHAP about the wedding...make me dun even wanna go to their wedding. They ask their parents to send invitation cards for them....the wife has a car but she dun wanna drive it to send invitations and do other arrangements...they actualli need my dad to drive them around to settle the stuff....i was like...is you get married or your parents or my dad get married? Now my dad is freakin driving them around to settle stuff when the couple super damn bo chap...If i actually could get married, i would treasure the opportunity to be involved in my own happiness..probably will get a wedding planner, but sending invitation cards etc, i want to do it personally. It's MY WEDDING and the BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE, shouldn't i go inform my relatives and friends about this important day, personally?tink probably my thoughts about love, marriage etc is too traditional. But i realli would want to participate in the planning and organisation of my wedding cos i knoe it would be the best moment of my life (unless it's a forced wedding...which it won't be). haiz...anyway i have known this cuz for years for his bo chapness...tot maybe the wife can WAKE HIM UP but in the end...the wife turn out to be sama sama. i remember the first time i met her was when she came to our house during chinese new year...she totally spoils first impression. It was the first time she came to my house and imagine how she sat...she sat on the sofa with 2 feet on my sofa...and legs wide open..OPEN COFFEE SHOP i would call it...she never greet us also...i mean dear gurl...basic manners...the first time you meet your bf's relatives...PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR IMAGE CAN? i dun care how you sit at home...now you are at my house...please respect me...AND YOURSELF...buay tahan... she totally ruined her image la..so i realli dun like them...dun even wanna go for their wedding...sianz......

Anyway tomorrow must go back to work. During weekends, i will miss work...but during weekdays...i juz hope weekends come faster...dunno what i tinking hahah.. YAY QIAO COMING TOMORROW! =)