Back in school..

Yeah...start of school again. Had such difficulty in getting up this morning...I was actually dreaming of lab...saw alvin, jasmine, jinghan, my benchmates...haha i could still remember i saw nicholas waving his hand in front of me, "Hello" (as usual) then i woke up after that...and when i woke up...it was 7:55am..5 more mins and i had to wake up..>.<

First lecture was 1104 and we had a new lecturer...Prof Ip. hmm...personally i would prefer prof ong's pace in teaching cause we managed to understand v easily and get to be released super early. Nonetheless, prof Ip was very entertaining...he's like super drama la..hahah but i like his enthusiasm..makes me HIGH as well. He was telling us about obesity...Driving for 2 hrs could actually burn off 300+ kcal...my dad sure burnt off alot all the time =P hmm i din knoe sleeping for 8 hours could burn off 580 kcal...then why not i juz dun eat and sleep for like 20 hrs =P hahaha i think sleeping is the easiest way to burn off the calories =P

After lecture...i had a bad headache...due to lack of sleep...and STRESS! was totally stressed out when i saw the 50++ page reading that ya zhi passed me. Need to finish that by tues so that i can start on the presentation asap...and leave time for my PHYSICS TEST! i need to mug! totally stressed out la...plus there's this...(dunno angel or devil) in my mind...keep reminding me "hey u haven't started on ur chinese and phy term paper...u are so freakin lagging behind...u got to start....u got to start" ...that make me even more stressed up la...How i wish i can worry less and be a little bit more carefree.. I tink i really need to visit a psychologist one day...i'm worrying too much...always worrying...makes me feel so suffocated ...drowned in all my worries...

ShiYun...you got to let go...let go....relax...enjoy your life...have some confidence in yourself...and believe in yourself...GANBATTE!!!!!!