Feeling so touched...

Was actually about to sleep...but Alvin just made me wanna blog. Was talking to him about the clash in his timetable...and he would need to skip quite a few lectures on thurs for his chem lab for 3 weeks. He was kinda stressed up. I asked him to talk to the dean again but if really die die cannot change, we'll help him through...help him catch up with the lectures he missed...i mean...this is what friends do isn't it...helping each other when in need. This is how he replied

× | alvin | × =( -=[Mushoku-no-Sora]=- says:
=)
it must be my lucky day when your dad and my dad share the same surname
HAHA =p
(we both have leong as our surname)

His reply..totally made me feel so...blessed...so touched...I don't know if i interpret it correctly...but i guess it meant that he was glad to have found me as a friend. I felt so flattered...and seriously touched...Yea...he's right. I'm glad his dad and my dad shared the same surname or we would never have met. It was our surname that made us lab partners...

This reminds me of the first time i met him....in the lab...i thought he was not going to come...so i paired up with another gurl...and he happily strolled in after lyk half an hour >.< I was like..."SHIT! I JUST ABANDONED MY PARTNER!" felt soooo bad...i wanted to ask him if he needs help but i didn't dare to call out his name...(apparently Alvin wasn't in his IC so i would have to call his chinese name) so i actually called across the table..."erm...Mr Leong...Do you need help?" IDIOT! I SAID MR LEONG! hahaha...that was super funny...now that i think of that....i'm never good at handling strangers...i'm quite hostile to strangers...

My friends always told me..."you look super fierce when we first met you! didn't dare to talk to you at first...but then actually you very friendly one.." haha they are right...I don't know why but i don't like strangers...how they look at me...i don't like it...i feel vulnerable. I would always build a wall between us. Some chemistry may be needed to tear down this wall...i don't know when did i manage to bond with Alvin...Jasmine...JingHan...Cheryl, but it just happened. We are now friends...and i'm soooooo glad i've found them. Again this post is about friends...it's all Alvin's fault who made me so emotional all of a sudden.

No matter what i just wanna say...as long as you are a friend who appeared in my life...I'm so glad you appeared...I'm so grateful to have met you...Even if we haven't kept in touch for a long while...or do not have the time to meet...you will always be in my heart...I'll never ever forget you unless you hurt me deeply...

Thanks Alvin for what you've said...I hope you meant the way i've interpretted and i do feel the same way too =)